No (I wasn't abused as a child) not more than others

Hungry eyes fill page after page
with I exposing my public body
My hungry holes showing their deep captivities
waiting for a hard bo(d)y to show me the way  

I (never) accepted the sacred rules of shame and fornication
I (never) chose to have my body entrapped
to become a private pleasure  

I love exposing my overgrown body
to men I would (never) seriously consider  

I always wondered what it would feel like / I did it / And have no regrets  

Rules of decency makes me edgy
They suggest something smutty  

Why should it be more accepted to show a firm torso?
I think chests are indecent!  

I like it when people look at me to gain pleasure
It makes me feel special (if only for awhile)
Some people might think I am insecure (not true)
I know the value of my chest / my arse / and my bank account